Writer’s Name: Ornitha Danielle
Title: Where Are You?
A lot of things run wildly throughout my mind - feelings of confusion, tiredness and mental abandonment. Only to know that I’ve called out to you with little to no response; my heart is longing to feel your love near me. My mind is full of trouble, as this world we live in becomes more and more chaotic. There are talks of the New World Order -everything becoming one. Standing on the wall looking as the world crumbles and falls. So much is happening and people don’t seem to mind at least one bit. As these tears that I try to hold back are in a race to see who will hit the floor first, there are many other people wondering the same thing, and asking where are you?
The love that you have for us as your children runs deeper than we can ever imagine, but we return much less than what you give. Yet you still bless us one by one, it’s just those times when things don’t make since, I’m still looking around asking, where are you?
My logic knows what’s been said to me many times before, that you’re always with me. I feel so far away from your presence when I’m in distress. I can barely catch my breath. I don’t understand, why, why, why, why seeming how much time is flying bye. The prayers I send you, somehow seems to be hitting the ceiling, and hitting me on the top of my head. I pray for strength, joy, peace and rest. Never looking for material things, I just want to be closer to you than ever before, as close as Heaven’s door.
My heart is bleeding and crying for the nations, the children are leaders of tomorrow. We need you right now, Father can you hear me? I’m listening for your voice and your people need you too. Where are you? Swollen eyes, stopped up nose, head is pounding like drummer beating his drums. What do I need to do to hear a word from you? Reading my bible to know more of you, I want to feel your touch; all we need is just one touch. If you would just touch me, I know that my life will be changed forever. Father, please hear my plea as I seek your face for direction in what I must do next. I have tried everything, sometimes nothing seems to work for me. What I thought that I knew that’s not it, anymore I seem to be losing it, father where are you? I need answers to all of what is going on around me and in this world, where are you? I know you hear me, but why am I not hearing you? Where are you? I love you, I adore you, you are the head of my life. What else can I do to be closer to you? Where are you?